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Monday, May 25, 2009

My Baby Boys


Thomas and Nicholas turned 8 years old on march 30Th. Even though that is there birthday this week I feel like we have more to celebrate about their life than we do on their birthday. See march 27,2001 is the date Nicholas was released from the hospital and got to see the world for the first time in his life. He was 8 weeks old and just 6 pounds. It was the longest 8 weeks of my life. But one of the hardest things i had to do was take Nicholas home and leave Thomas at the hospital. But just two days later Thomas got to see the world for the first time. he also was just a 6 pounds at 8 weeks old. they had grown so much in those 8 weeks from the two pounds and three pounds they were at birth. now they were the size of small new Born's.
I was so nervous to have them both home. I was now responsible for the well being of two babies that had been sick for so long. I remember thinking when i had them both home with me that i was suppose to still be pregnant with them. they were do on June 8Th and there it was the end of may and they were already two months old. I look at them now as i type this and i just want to cry. There were so many times they could have died and they didn't. they truly are my miracle babies. they have no clue what happen to them as a new born they don't even know how important this week is to me and that i feel that we should throw them a party for that battle they won for their lives just 8 short years ago. I really do have the most amazing kids. And I am glad that they are mine. Thank you Jesus for giving my baby boys the strength they needed to stay in this world. I love them with all that i am. So to you Nicholas and Thomas. Happy anniversary of your graduation days from the Good Samaritan NICU. I love you with all that I am!

the reason i started this blog

So i decided to start writing this blog so i have a way to write down my thoughts. I dont keep a journal anymore because i feel that its just not private enough and anyone who finds it can read it. (not that this is personal in anyway) But it works for now. I have so many things to write about and dont know where to start.